also, i rediscovered the amazingness of 'personal thinspo'; which is looking at pictures of myself at my skinniest (actually, four pounds above my skinniest [20 lbs less than i am now]) and using them as motivation now. in a way they're depressing, yet hopeful, because i know i can get there. strangely i have no pictures from my thinnest point.
the one one the right; and actually this is probably around 100-102, but it was the first picture i remember thinking i looked okay in, and when i lost weight without really trying or totally caring.
second from the right;
on the right;
those are 96. back when i was comfortable dancing. i will absolutely be able to do this.
anyway, i have lots of reading and essays to do (on a thursday! ugh!), but i'll probably be back with another post later tonight. i'll leave you with my intake for the day (up from yesterday, but still under my 400 calorie limit) and some thinspo.
1/2 a grapefruit (50)
chips (175) [i know, i know! so bad!]
1/2 cup of cinnamon toast crunch (90) [ugh more carbs]
so tomorrow can only get better! also i've been leaving out beverages because i only really drink water and diet pepsi.
lots of luck to the rest of you for today!