Thursday, March 4, 2010

just fucking do it already.

i keep fucking this up.
by eating.
somebody tell me, how i can do this.  inspire me?
i want to fast tomorrow.
i can do it, right?






right. it's called thinspiration for a reason.
other reasons would be that spring is around the corner
and i want to look damn good in some short shorts.
also.  if i just suck it up and commit to this totally
i could hit double digits in 3-4 weeks.
something crazy? i don't completely hate myself when i'm in the double digits.
it matters.  it's also underweight level. 99 lbs.  that's a landmark number for me.
just fucking do it already, i'm sick of this.

2 comments:

  1. you can do it! im going to fast tomorrow too, we can do it together. we will succeed, we can resist that disgusting food. god i would love to be double digits. i'll be thinking of you tomorrow when i hear my stomach crying of hunger! i believe in you girl =)

    stay strong !!
    s. xo

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  2. you are so fucking close. you can do it. just stay strong and know we are all here for you. reading your posts and on the same path.

    xoxo zen

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