and can't stop fucking this up by eating at the end of the day
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??
going to meals with my friends keeps messing me up. making me think it's okay to eat.
iwillnotgotomealsfortherestoftheweek.iwillnotgotomealsthisweek.iwillnotgotomealsthisweek.
ahhhhh!
Sorry to hear these few weeks have been so rough. Stay strong- you can do it! Out of site, out of mind is what I always say. AVOID that dining hall girl! I would go once or twice a week to keep your friends from getting suspicious (you know best, how oblivious are they? How sneaky are you?), but otherwise stay clear. If your dining hall is anything like mine, it's packed with tempting but disgustingly fattening/high calorie food. I know you can do it.
ReplyDeleteTruth be told, your one of my biggest thinspos. I loved your older posts when you had that professor who was like "back in the day I had a girl who ate 600 calories(don't know if thats exact number)! GASP, dramatic pause" And then you were all like "Hahahahaha, I'm eating 200 a day!" and then I was like "Gosh darn it! Look at this lovely strong lady, be like her you fatty! No more 1,00 calorie days!" Sorry, I'm rambling, but I really do have a lot of respect for you, you can do it!