Tuesday, March 23, 2010

i can't

cry.
i can't cry.
why has cutting into my thighs
become the only option?

i am so sad. so much of the time.
correlate with lack of thinness?
most likely.
pleasegoawaypleasegoaway



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7 comments:

  1. AnonymousMarch 23, 2010 at 2:42 AM

    i don't quite understand this,
    but crying is good for you. although, i find it difficult to cry sometimes.
    hang in there x

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  2. PerfectingMyEmptinessMarch 23, 2010 at 5:35 AM

    it has become the only option because we chose the wrong way to cope with the reality.
    it has become the only option because I can't face the emotional pain and i would rather face with the physical pain.
    Crying hasn't been an option for me, it shows too much of my weakness
    You are not the only one that feels this way.
    You are not alone.

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  3. zenMarch 23, 2010 at 7:33 AM

    It must be so isolating. Crying is external. I wish I could be there to hug you, make it better somehow.

    much luvs,
    zen

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  4. AliceMarch 23, 2010 at 10:50 AM

    I understand you, lovely love. I used to cut a lot when I was younger and I have a few long scars on the thighs. In some ways, it's easier and more soothing than to cry. Stay strong, lady.

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  5. zetteMarch 23, 2010 at 11:07 AM

    i'm the same way. i hope you can cheer up soon. i know it's cliche but try to find one thing you like about yourself. (my left eye is the only thing i like about myself). stay strong, lovely. i wish you didn't have to cut but i understand.

    xoxo
    zette

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  6. BeatrixMarch 23, 2010 at 5:43 PM

    I can appreciate a good vent. I went through a period where cutting seemed like the only way to get my emotions out, so I understand how you're feeling in the regard. I hope you can find something relaxing to do, something to take your mind off your troubles.

    -Rx

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  7. UnknownMarch 24, 2010 at 12:15 PM

    Amazing post
    really nice picture
    i loved your blog
    i follow
    please follow me back :)
    xoxo natalia
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